So it was a full moon last night and I missed out on the opportunity to use my telescope.
I got sooo tired and had to clean my fish tank. I cleaned it halfway and let the fish sleep in there over-night. I skyped with ‘Mike’ until i fell asleep and when he had to go I got pissed the freak off cus I don’t like my sleep getting disturbed.
Had bad dreams about everything going wrong.
And now I woke up, have to finish the tank, get new filters and plants, do sky-high pile of dishes, make my bed properly, and find some breakfast..
when an artist wants to show you their art
or a writer wants you to read what they’ve written
it’s quite often an expression of trust
because a poem or a story or a painting are often things that come from the heart
little pieces of the artists themselves
and if they’re willing to share it with you
you should appreciate it
And it pisses the crap out of me when they don’t read it. .-.
I’m like walking down the street from Burbank Town center, right?
And I pass these guys walking opposite of me and one of them is like
“Heeeyy she’s pretty, super pretty. omg”
And i think they’re talking to some other random girl and they keep walking and i hear the other guy say
“Who’s pretty?”
And the guy who called me pretty says
“That girl we passed in the shorts. Dude she’s like hot.”
And I didn’t clearly notice them until my sister said
“You know those guys were talking about you, right?”
And i say,
“No? they weren’t. I’m not pretty.”
And my sister says
“They were looking and pointing at you.”
…I don’t feel like I’m anywhere near pretty, but i feel much better about myself than i did. :) I feel pretty!!! *confidence boosted*
They never last, they’re most likely never gonna be there when you need ‘em most, and they secretly always like to bring you down.
Or at least that’s my experiences?
I’m just sitting here un-adding people off my FB, people I don’t wanna see anymore. .-.
Like the chick whining about her boyfriend, and that annoying, weird, girl that always FB chats me when I don’t even know her, that b*tch that i used to call my best friend, those girls that add me so they can have more friends on their list, etc…
I only want people i like on there now -.-
F popularity status.
I feel like the only belieber out of all my friends.
>.<
Y’know, i wanna get a lot done this summer. I wanna find a pretty fun job, get my permit, maybe get some highlights in my hur. Oooo and go to Disneyland more often, exercise more… What else? Meet my bestie more. I nag at him too often cus of distance.
Oh, maybe go on some 1 week vacation somewhere. Catalina Island? Hawaii? Though idk what the heck I’d do in Hawaii. Maybe i should wait for that. :\
I almost forgot the most important thing! Finishing grade school! ^^ Then find out some fun careers.. Like designing bathroom stalls and toilets! YEA!
Expectations:
Reality:
Lmao the reality…

